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I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings
by :iconv-imagine-l:

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I am feeling.
What I am feeling is in my core.
My heart.
My soul.
My being.
Everything is nothing.
Nothing is everything.

Words. Ideas. Impressions. Sentences. Language. Communication. Thoughts.  
A means to expression.

Human:
Root. Menial. Weakness - perceived weakness.
Desires, sins.
The definition of good and evil.
The concept of war.
Conflict.
The beginning of all ideas.
We are not human.
We have allowed ourselves to become human -
Mortal.
Our existence is immortal.

How many times can a person die within the confines of their own flesh?
As many times as they feel it.
As many times as they allow themselves to Live.
To Love. To be broken.
To rise again from the ashes and rubble of destruction and heartache
Only to Love and Feel again fully and completely without restraint.
Phoenix.

Human is the lowest upon the spiritual totem.
Condemning ourselves to a mediocre existence
And for what reason?

Rock bottom.
We've created our own hell.
We're just seconds from a black hole-
Gravity pulls -
because what do we do?
We affirm and reaffirm our own existence

In asserting that notion
we assure our own destruction.

We contradict ourselves
Because that is what is in our nature-
Excitement!
Confusion!
Feelings!
Emotions!

Black isn't white
White isn't black
Black is white
White is black

What happened to Clarity? Lucidity?

Splitting off – shattering-
Imagine the impossible as possible

You do as you read a story written outside the bounds of "fact."
Who is to say those words are fact or fiction?
As to the one writing them they are certainly fact.
Why not to the reader?

Unlock the box of conventional knowledge you have created with the help of others and placed yourself into.
Disregard general population knowledge for just one moment.
Quit judging and rationalizing with the words you think you know so well.
Everything around you is a perception.
An illustration of someone's mind.
A projection of a nation.
One part of a bigger whole.
An idea.
By realizing who and what you truly are, you can create what you feel- inwardly.
And proceed to project that outwardly-outworldly-outpersonly.
Because LITERALLY anything and everything is possible.
The only limitation is the chain that shackles you to this "Reality."

Solid box to
Birdcage.
Just on the other side-
You allow yourself to start to see through the bars, through the window-

But once the door is opened-
How many birds have had their wings clipped?
How many want to fly?
How many can and will?

How many will cower in the corner awaiting the door to be closed again?
How many remember?
How many have forgotten?

What has freedom become?

Seeing opens doors.
Who is to say what the definition of something is?
What the lines of reality holds- what the boundaries are.

I've heard many a great man say that to break the rules, you have to know them.
Does anyone realize that that applies to everything in this world of rules and words and knowledge?
Especially in this day and age where we've decided as a whole that physical audible words and auditory communication and charisma are so important? And needed to sway someone? The population.

Government. Politics. Arguments. Debates.

Why is there government?
What does Govern mean?
To Conduct the policy, actions, and affairs of (a state, organization, or People). The People.
To Control, influence, or regulate (a person, action, or course of events).

To Control The People.

Conduct?
The manner in which a person behaves, especially on a particular occasion or in a particular context.
Control?
To Determine the behavior or supervise the running of.

determine is to Cause (something) to occur in a particular way.
To settle.

Behavior - The way in which one acts or conducts oneself.

If your behavior is controlled,
Do You have control?

What of school?
An institution for educating children.
Institution - A society or organization founded for a religious, educational, social, or similar purpose.

SOCIETY – A collection of people living together in a more or less ordered community.
The community of people living in a particular region and having shared customs, laws, and organizations.

What has society become?

Education - The process of receiving or giving systematic instruction.
Systematic - Done or acting according to a fixed plan or system; methodical.
Methodical – deliberate
Deliberate - Done consciously and intentionally
Instruction - A direction or order
Order - to give an authoritative direction or instruction to do something
Authoritative - Having or arising from authority; official
Official - A person holding public office or having official duties, especially as a representative of an organization or government department.

Authority. The power or right to give orders, make decisions, and enforce obedience.
Obedience. Submission to a law or rule.
Submission.  Submit. Consent to undergo a certain treatment.
Subjection - forced submission to control by others.
Surrender - Cease resistance to an enemy or opponent and submit to their authority.

Power.  1. The ability to do or act; capability of doing or accomplishing something.
2. political or national strength

Where is the Power? Where is the Control?

Child- A young human being below the age of full physical and mental development.
Pure. Impressionable.  

Religion - Details of belief as taught or discussed, by a larger group of people.
Taught - Show or explain to (someone) how to do something.
How to do something.
To do.

To - Expressing motion in the direction of a destination
Do – to perform an action; to bring to pass; to carry out; to bring into existence

Together:
To do – is a disturbance: a disorderly outburst or tumult;

Control.

Brainwashing – To Make someone accept radically different beliefs by using systematic and often Forcible pressure.

News. Media. Government. Schools. Religion.


Understanding.  Comprehension.

Does anyone know the rules of "Reality"? Has anyone thought to write them out so that everyone in this giant melting pot will understand them?

When you realize that good and evil don't exist- black and white are two sides of the same coin, forever existing, yet somehow never seeing each other, feeling each others' backs and always being there- but somehow never seeing eye to eye…

Those two can coincide because when they feel each other and just let what is be- they gain complete Clarity. 360 degrees of all knowing, and for us, a circle is what is complete. It's why our arrogant heads are mostly round-ish; it's why the stars and planets are elliptical.

That mass of continuous energy is constantly moving- rotating at such high speeds- vibrations- tones, melodies, that feeling of consciousness-
When we feel that, we want to see what it is we are feeling.

Because Seeing is Believing.
Because we are one with everything and everyone.
We are the center of our universe. We are our own individual universes.
Infinity.

That's where our physical realm manifests into a picture. A scene. Nature. Everything.  
That's where words and thoughts come into play.
The realization that we are creating what we feel. What we WANT to FEEL.

Logical "rational" mindset disproves this. Says this is impossible.
Because why, exactly?
Society decided what exactly?
What we see as a whole.

Fact or Fiction.
Fiction or Fact.  
They are only words.
You choose what they mean.

Invention.
A fabrication of one's mind.

Synonymous with fiction.
And yet, somehow by using science and words Inventions are turned into Reality.
Tangible.
Creatable.

Fiction has the capability of becoming Fact.
One only has to find the proper words and "scientific" procedures to make as much happen in this narrow minded world.  

What is magic compared to science?
What is science compared to magic?

Science is using logical thought to explain what we feel. What we see. What we've created.  
Logical thought.
There it is.



Just linger on that for a moment.

What is logical?
If a child can look at a math problem and without even touching a pencil or the paper just somehow know what the answer is- and they are right every time in a mathematical sense-

Who is to say what they are doing in their head is wrong?
Who is to say that they must write it out on paper for all to see?

Pride.
Arrogance.
Man.
Humans.
Such mundane creatures that walk in their own prescribed existence.
How they choose to allow their own fates to be decided for them!
How they force the children into a miserable existence because they are afraid of themselves, and so the children, too, should be afraid.

How they- if they so felt in their hearts the pureness inside them- they could create that of which they felt. Whatever they felt to be- would be!

Those connections and rationalizations behind the impossible would be considered a bend in the rules.

Every single perception is correct. Every single story that has ever been told is true. Because truth, Words themselves- are just a means of explaining and expressing a feeling.

There is only one certain way to feel a feeling- but only you can feel that feeling. Now anyone can take and put words to that feeling and it would be how they felt that feeling- and those words would be true and correct, because it was a means of a way to describe that feeling to someone else who is yet unable to share in that feeling with you.

Feeling is transparent. Clear. Lucid. Everything and Nothing.  

Our past. Our memories. Our hopes and our dreams. Our upbringing. All influence the words we use to describe a feeling.
The books we read. The movies we watch. The music we listen to. Our individualized experiences.
All of that has an effect on who we are right here and right now.
An affect, an influence – but these words, these experiences do not make You, me; anyone who they are.

Who a person really is comes from inside.
From the heart. The soul. The spirit.
From the courage that resonates from ones being.  

Feelings do not need words.  They are felt, not spoken.
Awareness of senses.

And yes, sometimes the obvious must be pointed out, because many times, we miss that which is right under our noses.

We forget that we came into this world without a voice- without words, but instead with eyes full of wonder.
We are creatures of feeling.

But we are also full of what are now and have been defined as virtues and sins.

Forgiveness.
Ending resentment, indignation or anger as a result of a perceived offense, disagreement, or mistake, or ceasing to demand punishment or restitution.
Mercy. Compassion.

Charity.
The voluntary giving of help.
Benevolence. Generosity.

Diligence.
Constant and earnest effort to accomplish what is undertaken; persistent exertion of body or mind-
Close attention to what one is doing.
Attentiveness. Without distractions, or maintaining them.

Humility.
The quality of being modest and respectful.
Humble. Egolessness.

Chastity.
Not focusing on the sexual aspect of living as a creature that can procreate. Abstaining from unlawful sexual intercourse. Not forcing someone else into sexual relations.
Chaste. Morally pure in thought or conduct; decent.

Kindness.
The quality of being friendly, generous, and considerate.
Like. To find agreeable, enjoyable, or satisfactory.
Affection. Adoration.
Friendship.
Trust.

Temperance.  
Moderation or self-restraint.
control over excess,
sobriety, clear headedness,  
Restraint.

and their opposites:

Wrath.
Forceful, often vindictive anger.  
Malicious. Cruel. Mean. Nasty. Hateful.
Remorse. Regret. Shame. Guilt.
Loathsome. Bitter.

Greed.
An intense and selfish desire for something, especially wealth, power, or food.
An excessive desire to acquire or possess more than what one needs or deserves, especially with respect to material wealth.
Hoard.  

Sloth.
Reluctance to work or make an effort; laziness.
Hesitation. Indecision. Uncertainty. Laziness. Idleness. Reluctant. Doubtful.

Pride.
A feeling of pleasure from one's own achievements, the achievements of those with whom one is associated, or from qualities or material possessions.
The idea that one is superior over another.
Disdain. Disrespect. Distrust.
Contempt.  Sarcasm. Mocking. Denial. Arrogance. Vanity. Haughtiness. Conceit. Smug. Braggart.    
Cynical. Pessimistic. Sardonic.  

Lust.
Uncontrolled or illicit sexual desire or appetite; lecherousness.
A passionate or overmastering desire or craving.
Intense eagerness or enthusiasm.
Unrestrained desire.
A shallow want in another's physical body.
Covet. Rape. Bloodlust.  

Envy.
A feeling of discontented or resentful longing aroused by someone else's possessions, qualities, or luck.
Jealousy. Grudges. Resent. Disgruntled. Resentment. Rancor.    

Gluttony.
Habitual eating to excess.
Lacking self- discipline.

Mind you, these are simply words to describe a human in seven parts. On both ends of the spectrum.  
As a generalization, people are almost balanced, and if they aren't they have the capability.
If you imagine 7 orbs, stacked in a sort of seven layer snowman, or 7 layer cake-
even as ROY G BIV(red, orange, yellow, green. blue, indigo, violet), giving each orb a color and a place.

Taking those colors and assigning them to each part of yourself, you begin to feel and play with your own energy and realizations are made and dots are connected.

Most of your colors are going to be perfectly fine, in the sense that you can access them and you have control over them, because, /words/ haven't invaded those energies.
But, some areas might not be as easy. Accessing those parts of you might make you hurt, but that hurt is only perceived- in fact that hurt may not be hurt at all but a revitalizing epitome that sets you completely free.
Free from what?
The confines of your self-imprisonment.

Maybe you take the chakra approach and associate the color red with lust and desire- and maybe you feel it in a different manner, and associate pride with the color red. Every experience will be one's own. Words are merely a way to put an idea into prospective perspective.

Or you say 'the hell with this bullshit, what are you talking about with colors and orbs?'

I would understand that too.

A closed mind is often as firm as stone, and almost just as immovable.
But even a marble slab can hold a beautiful creation within.

Because if you hear anything
not from me -
within – from yourself – your being
locate words -
hard to find -
tact

a means to explain what is going on around you
around us

what we've created -
sometimes
the smartest thing to say is not
to say anything

don't let it come undone
if I tear open my mouth
it will just be to bite my tongue

pose murder with open mouth-
conjure up a phrase to cut to bone
keep quiet
listen to your voice
the power of your words
can fix all you've destroyed
I'll swallow my pride and
Happiness
show you

The real reality – the true being
complete without the worries of society – because that true self is that of a spiritual essence
An essence of feeling.
Sensation. Emotion.
Empathy
Feeling all.

Their soul and energy is unlocked.
When the mirror is empty - they can see
both worlds for
what it really is

Touching the mirror
is different than
sitting before it
looking into -
seeing past it.

Taking an idea and personifying it.
An idea.
A feeling of energy that we can grasp in our mind and
our being

Wants and Dreams.
The destination.
We lie to ourselves because
We've forgotten how to start the journey.

Or because we've forgotten where it is we are going.

Seeing opens doors
But feeling the door open
Really, truly does open it.

Optical illusions
REAL.
Real is what is
Truth? Correct?
Optical illusions are real
real lies
lies are true
so
what is – isn't
and
what is not, is.


The rules of Reality?
1. There is no black or white. No good or evil. There is only pure intentions. Those are swayed and contorted by the user and in turn society.
2. All reality is - is a projection of our imagination. Reality is perceived consciousness.
3. To change the confines of reality, you must have one opposing force – a yin force to your yang or vice versa, in essence – that believes and feels your perception. This balances out any possible manifestations.  Because while Anything is possible, so is Everything.

We are our beginning and our end. We choose our path and we choose our own destiny.
But we have to want it. We have to feel it in ourselves.  
Free will is a choice.
You have to want it. You have to take it.
It will not be handed to you if you live for everyone but yourself.

Still not getting it?
You're like the good third little piggy who built his house of brick?
Of cement- some miserable man-made substance that speaks of your arrogance and superiority,
because you think you know?

While you're so fearful to face the mirror and look at yourself- and then go even deeper and face yourself for who you are inside and out-
You're too busy pointing out everyone else's faults- you thrive in your shallow continuation
while groups are becoming enlightened -you continue on your miserable path of gravitational existence

Now, watch as words define irony
And that zombie apocalypse – everyone is talking about and hoping for- actually happens.
Maybe just not in the way you expected.
When you see all
and feel all
Look at a person who is in their complete right mind- as in they're seeing clarity- everything as is-
their eyes dilate, even larger than if they were in the dark.
Paranoia.

When that next step is taken
And that enlightened person realizes they can do whatever it is they want and feel and please
In every sense of the words
They can create their own existence – or rather feel themselves to the one they wish to be in-
Dimensions are going to open up all over the place- and those peoples "minds" are in a sense going to leave their bodies.
The residual electric and brain waves, and any potential instincts that are left in that physical body will remain; and thus zombies in the sense of a word will have been born.

Now take a step back- why should there be any irony at all in this situation.
Especially when it's already happened – Happening.  
A zombie is defined as a soulless corpse. A corpse is defined as a dead body.  
Undead. "Technically dead but still animate."
No longer alive. No longer feeling.
Now look at the majority of those that reside in the confines of society.

Where is the life? The vitality? The feeling?

Are You living? Or are you doing exactly what everyone else wants you to do?

Anything and Everything in the sense of imagination and
projection in the sense of stories and prophecies foretold-
all of that is and will happen.
Limitless. Boundless. Without restriction or regard to humanity.

All that needs to happen is a proverbial domino effect.
All it takes is one person to believe. To open their eyes to what really is.

Once that happens, it's this beautiful tidal wave that washes over everyone and everything.
Whitewashed.
A clean slate where literally anything goes.
We hold the future in our hands at this very moment.

Do you feel it?
Can you allow yourself to feel?
Everything is real in the sense of being.
We physically choose what we see and mentally project.
Just as society has done for us.

You can color in the lines of a drawing that has already been created for you,
or you can create your own masterpiece.

It's your choice.  
You can lead a horse to water, but you can't make it drink.
That saying rings true- as you can lay out everything for a man.
But he chooses what he wishes to believe.
Rational or not.
Because in the end, who is it who decides what is rational?
What is real?
What is the definition of a certain word? And in turn the meaning associated with that word.
Words are here to make you feel something.
Same with Art. Pictures. Nature.  Sensations.

We thrive off of each other when we have a "clear" or rather solid physical means of existence- which is why we favor our bodies so much and revel in vanity. But when we realize our flaws are only skin deep, and that our beings are beautiful and the definition of perfection - we open our minds and worlds to so much more possibilities.  

Taking metaphors literally:
A herd of black sheep.
With one white lamb - that's seen as the black sheep of the group.
But why? When that sheep has the desired wool…
The rarity.

It's only a choice. We wear our skins in much the same way.
Remove your wool.
What's the soft silky downy fur underneath feel like?
Do you remember
anymore?
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i can't breathe

1 min read
that moment when you realize that you're writing your life through your characters because your past is so horrific that you can't bare to face it alone or as yourself.


I liked my life better when I didn't know.

Because this hurt.

This fucking pain.


i can't breathe......
it hurts so fucking bad,
but for the first time

i want to live.


I know who I am.

And I'm starting to think that I actually like my life now; in a weird way...
The illusion has been shattered, and in that the slate has been wiped clean.

I have been freed.
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:*:Ringleader:*:

Spider - Ringleader/Tightrope Walker - [link] - ~adventurings - Black Widow

:*:Performers:*:

:: Mammals ::

Marsupials:

Chaplin - Puppetry/Pantomime/Chapeaugraphy - nolink - ~Lomtick - Opossum

Carnivores:

Adriana - Fire Eater - [link] - ~Hyenablood - Honey Badger
Amaya - Tightrope Walker - [link] - ~dw4ever - White Tiger
Björn Ragnvaldsson - Clown/Acrobat - nolink - ~Levinthor - Swedish Brown Bear
Britta - "Lion" - nolink - ~lillyiscorrect - Lion
Chase - Trapeze Artist - nolink - ~Sieana – Serval
Eclipse - Violinist - nolink - ~whttkrktrs - Panther
Elaine Mari Smith - Games Operator - [link] - ~aushelbell1212 - Red Fox
Eric Montblanc - Clown - [link] - ~Reye-chan - Golden Retriever
Isis - Fighter - [link] - ~XxspottedxshadowxX - Snow Leopard
Gallant "Gale" Aguanta - Acrobat - [link] - ~odeisance - Cheshire Cat
Genevieve - N/A - nolink - ~Jori-Ness - Domestic Cat
Lars - Fighter - nolink - ~XxspottedxshadowxX - Polar Bear [Deceased]
Mackenzie "Macy" Miller - N/A - [link] - ~adventurings - American Eskimo
Maria - Fortune Teller - [link] - ~adventurings - Fishing Cat
Mishka - Acrobat/High-Wire Rider - [link] - ~Reye-chan - Kamchatka Brown Bear
Nalyss - Mime - nolink - ~whttkrktrs – Jaguarundi
Odessa - Dancer - nolink - ~IndecisiveLyrics – Wolverine
Owen - Sideshow Act - nolink - ~Levinthor – Coyote
Sarco Suki - Horror Feature - [link] - ~inside-our-mind - Tasmanian Devil
Tyler - Dancer - [link] - ~Sieana - African Wild Dog
Vanessia Katrina - N/A - [link] - ~XxspottedxshadowxX - Sand cat

Primates:

Red - Exhibition Shooting/Rodeo Act - [link] - ~Lomtick – Orangutan
Rija Julien Belmando - Aerial Acrobat/Silks - nolink - ~TheSapphireDragon1 - Ring-tailed Lemur

Ungulates:

Albie - Adagio Duo - nolink - ~paperxparis – Ox
CJ - Sword Swallower - nolink - ~dw4ever - Billy Goat
Darien - Strongman - nolink - ~tikiloowho - Elephant [Deceased]
Flora - Adagio Duo - nolink - ~paperxparis - White-tailed Deer
Jeremy Lovett - Performer - [link] - ~Ookami3D - White lamb
Julian - Magician - nolink - ~adventurings – Sheep
Spartan - idk - nolink - ~IndecisiveLyrics – Giraffe
Terry - Strongman/Rodeo Act - nolink - ~Lomtick – Bull
Zed - Juggler - [link] - *Choco-Doodle – Zebra
Oliver - None - nolink - ~lillyiscorrect - Okapi

Small mammals:

Akua - Acrobat/Performer - nolink - ~Kaizuko1 – Meerkat
Bunni - Acrobat - nolink - ~lillyiscorrect – Bunny
Compass - Janitor/Yo-yos - nolink - ~whttkrktrs - Pine Marten
Cori - Escape Artist/Escapologist - [link] - ~adventurings - Black Ferret
Elli - Acrobat - nolink - ~inside-our-mind - Sugar Glider
Lawrence - Cooking/Cleaning - [link] - ~tikiloowho - Fruit Bat
Maisu - Singer - [link] - ~dw4ever – Chipmunk
Margot Odette Leroux - Seamstress - nolink - ~paperxparis - Marbled Polecat
Ryumi - Knife Thrower - [link] - ~HisakataFoxQueen – Raccoon
Sabian - Acrobat - nolink - ~Jori-Ness – Skunk
Sebi - Corde Lisse - nolink - ~whttkrktrs - Holland Lop [Deceased]
Raile - None - nolink - ~MynameisEmmett - Squirrel

:: Birds ::

Etienne - Hooper - nolink - ~eliandthewhale – Swan
Kelsey "Raven" Williams - N/A - [link] - ~dw4ever – Raven
Magpie - Magician - [link] - *Choco-Doodle – Magpie
Mech - N/A - [link] - ~XxspottedxshadowxX – Owl
Rajan Tambe - Dancer - [link] - ~paperxparis - Indian Peafowl
Sparrow - Magician - [link] - *Choco-Doodle – Sparrow
Zaeru - Aerial Acts - nolink - ~inside-our-mind - Hummingbird

:: Reptiles ::

Crocodilians:

Lily - Ticketbooth - nolink - ~salukichan - Cuban Crocodile

Lizards:

Bruce - Stuntman - nolink - ~Lomtick - Golden Gecko
Mel - Fire-breather/Dancer - nolink - ~IndecisiveLyrics – Dragon
Nitimaki Lukas Corso - Clown - [link] - ~MynameisEmmett - Komodo Dragon
Rozsi - Hoop Dancer - [link] - *Choco-Doodle - Panther Chameleon
Zyla - Stalker? - nolink - ~XxspottedxshadowxX - Central Bearded Dragon
Zylia - Stalker? - nolink - ~lillyiscorrect - Gila Monster

Snakes:

Bensen Adani - Contortionist - [link] - *Choco-Doodle - African Bush Viper

:: Amphibians ::

James Stewart - Knife thrower/Impalement artist - nolink - ~Doctor-Twister - Poison Dart Frog

:: Fish ::

Edward Smith "Jaws / Tazz" - Consumption artist/Bottomless stomach - nolink - ~Doctor-Twister - Tiger Shark
Jack LaBelle - Contortionist/Acrobat - nolink - ~FluffyAlbinoBacon - Moray Eel
Seti - Snake Conjurer - [link] - ~Reye-chan - Goldfish

:: Invertebrates ::

Arnold Jacobs - Strongman - nolink - ~Galfon81 - Emperor Scorpion
Damon "Jupiter" Rodriguez - Jester/Diablos - [link] - ~Hanabi-Koala - Carolina Mantis
Fitz or "Freak Show" - Sideshow Act - [link] - *Choco-Doodle Crown of Thorns Starfish
Jeremiah "Jeremy" Stuart - Baby Sitter / Story Teller - nolink- ~Doctor-Twister - Immortal Jellyfish
Mia - Trapeze Artist - nolink - ~salukichan – Butterfly
Darla - None - nolink - ~lillyiscorrect - Eastern-Tailed Blue Butterfly
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Tagged by :iconnearthestars:!



1→You must post these rules.
2→Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3→You have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4→Go to their pages and tell them you tagged them.
5→No tag backs.
6→No crap in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you read this." You legitimately have to tag ten people.


-sweeps the rules under a rug- -cough- XD


1. My RL name has 7 syllables and 21 letters in it, soon to drop to 6 syllables and 18 letters. P:  

2. I love people watching. I draw inspiration for my characters and other irrelevant stories.   

3. I believe in parallel universes, and in a greater being and being alive for a purpose.

4. I also contradict myself, since I believe the human race is a virus of the earth.

5. I love to sleep. Not necessarily for the lazy factor either (even though I know I am;;;), I love dreaming. The fact that a completely alternate universe is accessible right in your head... just wow. ^^  

6. I love roleplaying with a(n unhealthy) passion. My characters are part of me, and I feel what they do.

7. I relate to animals a lot better than I do people. They (animals) are genuine; they don't lie to you, and they sure as hell aren't going to judge you.  

8. I have superpowers, but I can only use them on Wednesdays. C:

9. If you ever EVER EVER need anyone to talk to, I am willing to listen from a nonjudgmental point of view. I've been through ... a lot, and I can probably relate to you somehow.  

20.  <<--- I did that on purpose. :P






Now tag ten people.

HAHAHA X'D

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Interview

4 min read
1) Choose one(or more) of your own characters (OC).
2) Make them answer the following questions.
3) Then tag three people.
4) Feel free to add some questions of your own.

*shoves Eclipse into a chair interrogation style* *shines light on him*

Got some questions for you to answer, alright? Better answer them truthfully... or else!

Eclipse: -squinting- erm...?

1) What gender are you?
A: ...Male

2) What is your age?
A: uhmm.... around 19 I think?

3) Do you want a hug?
A: .....

4)Do you have any bad habits?
A: *runs hand through hair nervously* I-I don't know?

5)What is your favorite food?
A: *perks up* I like salmon.

6)What is your favorite Ice cream flavor?
A: ... Ice cream?

7) Are you a virgin?
A: I don't understand the question....?

8) Have you killed anyone?
A: -faint nod-

9) Do you hate anyone?
A: N-not really?

10) Do you have any secrets?
A: .....

11)What is your favorite season?
A: I like them all...

12) Who is/are you best friend (s)
A: *ears flatten, looks away* ...

13) What are your hobbies?
A: Hobbies? *tilts head*

14) What is your favorite drink?
A: Milk ^///^

15) When is your birthday?
A: My birthday....? Ummm should I know that?

16) What age do you plan to die?
A: ...Plan? *runs hand through hair again* Is that something you're supposed to plan?

17) Are you nice or mean?
A: uhmm?

18) Are you social or shy?
A: ... I'd prefer to keep to myself I guess?

19) What do you think of your parents?
A: P-parents? I don't have any... But I liked Sebi's father.

20) What's your weakness?
A: .... er *runs hand down neck* Is there a point to these questions?

21) How long can you stay under water?
A: .... ..... .... ;;;; ;;;;; .... .... ....

22) What do you do on a regular basis?
A: I draw...? And train in the morning.... Play violin...? *confused*

23) Do you love someone?
A: L-love? >////< umm...

24) When was the last time you wet yourself?
A: err... These questions don't even make sense...

25) What's your favorite music artist?
A: Is that like a composer? I like Tchaikovsky and Beethoven....

26) Ever worn a dress?
A: *shakes head*

27) Willingly?
A: *shakes head again*

28) What do you consider fun in the day time?
A: ...F-fun? I... uhm... ....

29)At night?
A: heh;;

30) Ever kissed anyone?
A: *slight nod*

31) Of the same gender?
A: *blushes and looks away*

32) It's clear you're gay.
A: *blushes more profusely* D///<

33) What's your favorite thing to touch?
A: >/////<  W-what sort of interview is this?!

34) Anyone loves you?
A: ... no?

35) What's your favorite color?
A: Purple

36) When was the last time you cried?
A: *looks away again* /: I'd rather not talk about this sort of thing...

37) Do you have a pet?
A: *blinks* ... n-no?

38)Are you crazy?
A: I've been called that.

39) What are you?
A: *tail twitches* ... A freak?

40) What's your nickname?
A: What does that even mean?

41) Do you consider yourself as a happy person or a downer?
A:  I-I'm trying to figure out what happiness is... but what's a 'downer'?

42)If you were a superhero, you'd be..?
A: I really don't know what a lot of these questions mean...?

43) favorite movie?
A: What?

44) Current occupation?
A: I'm a violinist and... some other things.

45) Who do you know that bugs you?
A: Bugs? Like butterflies? Is that question even worded right? D:

46) What's your favorite song?
A: Fur Elise

47)Do you consider yourself a warrior?
A: No.

48) Have you done 'it' in the past month?
A: It? huh?

49) Do you have any piercings anywhere?
A: I got my right ear done...

50) Have you ever slept over with the opposite sex?
A: You mean a... female?




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